[ he won't admit that the hand on his shoulder is comforting, so he doesn't protest when his father pulls away. somehow, he's still not used to all the physical touch from people, even if it started with his dajiu, who seems to have no reservations when it comes to people he treasures. ]
...I know that. [ it's mumbled, but he knows it's true. he doesn't want to go feral, doesn't want to lose his free will. it's just difficult to face the fact that it's a possibility. he doesn't want to ask his mother, when she already has two bonds, so he'll just have to suck it up and ask publicly, right? ]
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Date: 2020-12-24 02:48 pm (UTC)...I know that. [ it's mumbled, but he knows it's true. he doesn't want to go feral, doesn't want to lose his free will. it's just difficult to face the fact that it's a possibility. he doesn't want to ask his mother, when she already has two bonds, so he'll just have to suck it up and ask publicly, right? ]
I'll try.